For the past few days, I've been searching for the true meaning of happiness in my life. What is the meaning of 'happiness' itself actually?
I'm sure that everyone has their own definition of happiness in life. So do I. Honestly, as I am still a student that will be having my big exam soon, I need to study a lot la basically. Sometimes, I will feel demotivated too when it comes to studying.
But to be truly honest, when I started to push myself to my study table and study, I feel happier. And I'm so grateful for that feeling. When I started to understand better for the things that I studied, I'm truly happy. Really. It somehow makes me feel to study even more. Alhamdulillah ♡
The other thing that makes me happy is when I listen to music. Like what I'm doing right now! I'm listening to Blue & Grey by BTS while writing this honestly hehe. I really enjoy listening to music since I was a child. I don't know how to explain but music really has the own vibes that could make me feels I'm in a different world. And I love to explore the various vibes in music :)
I think happiness can be found when we really do the things that we should do and make it as something positive and enjoyable. It could be anything, such as doing house chores, studying, make our to-do list done, writing, watch aesthetic youtube videos, reading and etc.
It's just us, that forget to feed ourselves with our own true happiness.
We were too busy feeding ourselves with a lot of things without filtering the necessary ones. That was what I did back then. But for today, I'm happier than yesterday honestly since I got to make my to-do list done :) even this is the first day I did that (setelah lamanya tak begitu ikut my to-do list), I'm proud of myself though 😅
I really hope that I can make myself happier day by day. Personally, I think being happy is really important. Being 'happy' as in, happy in our own definition of happiness. You know why, when I feels biasa je; tak happy tak sedih, serious tak tahu nak buat apa. Rasa hati tak tenang. So, we should do something that can make ourselves happy and at the same time make us feel satisfied as well.
Hoping for a more blessed and lovely day ahead for everyone.
With love,
Amirah.