To you that is meant to be.
I am 19 years old now. But not officially 19. You know, the thoughts of having a boyfriend really hit me hard since my surrounding are all showing their partners. I used to have a crush on someone, and I really hoped for him but in the end, he's having a girl of his choice. I am a person that will only love one guy wholeheartedly and don't look at anyone else anymore. That is how setia I am. Really.
But maybe I put too much hope for him that eventually makes me hurt so much. Shouldn't put too much hope on him since I am no one and he did not really know me either. It really is my fault. I admit.
And now, I am slowly moving on from him. Wanted to focus more on myself, take care of myself, focus on self-love and self-care. I am sure living life without a crush is much better than having one.
From now on, I only hope that Allah will guide my heart to only love you that is meant to be mine, and just you. No love feeling towards anyone else, just you straight away. And I hope that you are the one that has always been in my dream of choice.
To you that I will fall in love with, I hope you can appreciate me just like how I love and appreciate you. Because if I fall in love with you, that means I really love you. I want you to be my best partner Dunya & akhirah; the one that I can lay my head on your shoulder when I need some kind of attention.
The one that I can cry on without feeling ashamed because you are just too understanding. The one that treats me like a princess, and loves me just like my parents love me. The one that loves to give me presents and love language just to see me happy. I want our love story to be magical and beautiful. 💞💖✨
I really appreciate it if you are sincere to make me happy. I am beyond grateful for that.
And apart from that, I hope you are a good looking guy. A handsome guy indeed. A bit too much but it is not wrong if I hope and pray for one, right? Lol.
I hope you're doing just fine now. Please take care of yourself, love. Can't wait to see you in the future. May Allah ease everything for us to be with each other. Please insert me in your du'a. Love you from afar, and not knowing you.
With love,
Amirah, your future princess 💞✨
22/02/2022
(omg not realised the date 😂, a good one indeed)
Hope to see you a year from now. May Allah ease.
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