My Year of SPM
hi and assalamualaikum everyone. 👋
i am sorry for being hiatus from blogging because i am facing my SPM this year! 😩 so i kinda don't have time to write anything on my blog. so sebab tulah blog ni pun cam tergantung sepi je hm :) but alhamdulillah, i am a bit free now, so i think i want to write my thought regarding SPM, so that i can make an early preparation i guess? :) i write this for myself but i share it here so that you guys yang SPM jugak bolehlah baca kan hehe ☝☺
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as we all know, SPM this year diawalkan. awal bulan oktober dah mula dah. and its 8 months from now. belum tolak cuti yang berlambak tu lagi. if tolak-tolak, tinggal dalam 7 bulan je. so we need to do an early preparation ye anak-anak ☝☺. ya, ya i know that i didn't do much preparation as well, sebab tulah nak nasihat diri sendiri ni :)
if you ask me, how i feel for SPM, all i can say is, i takut. yes, takut. tapi tak reti nak buat preparation ☝☺. i am sure that everyone already set their goal to get the best result in SPM right? nak straight A kan. same goes to me. I've planned everything that i need to do in order to get what i want. but as a human being, we all make mistakes. sometimes we fall into the same mistakes that we did before. repeatedly. and we tend to hate ourselves for being such. kan? :))
there's some day i will feel really motivated to do my homework and study. but the good day also came with bad day. sometimes my mood will takde langsung nak hadap homework yang berlambak. then, bertangguh-tangguhlah jadinya :) naik meluat tengok homework yang bertangguh tu ☝☺
but then again, i realized that it all started to be bad when i am too focus with my phone. as for me, sometimes your phone can be really toxic and ruin your mood for the whole day. it can easily interrupt you from doing your homework tahu tak. even when you say to yourself, "just a minute, i will continue the homework later." then, BOOM. habis semua homework kau tak siap.
benci kan benda tu?
don't worry, you're not alone :)
and when you are in mood to settle your homework, and dah siap, you will feel soooo happy like semua halangan depan kau dah takde. bersih suci dan murni. then when you come to school the next day, and your friend asked you about the homework you've done, and kebetulan pulak kawan kau tu tak siap, kau akan rasa bersalah gila nak cakap kau dah siap sebab kau tak pernah-pernah siap homework ☝☺ sumpah rasa cam bersalah sebab takut ter-riak :) but if tak siap, nanti benci diri sendiri.
so, it's so complicated ye anak-anak ☝☺ i donno la what to say.
but one thing for sure, it is all about ourselves. if you want to finish your homework, then finish it. don't be like others that procrastinate it just because the due date is lambat lagi. by hook or by crook, we, as a student need to finish our homework although we busy or not.
i remember my Chemist teacher once said, "berani ye kamu tak siap homework." to all my classmates.
that word "berani ye" tu, really hit me hard tahu tak. sumpah sentap gila :") from that precious time, i will remember that significant word whenever i feel not to finish my homework hewhew.
but, you know what, all things will be okay and just follow the flow when we have a strong determination towards our goals. we need to set a realistic and specific goal. the goal that we love and betul-betul ikhlas nak capai. we cannot just say "i want straight A's" and dah tu je. without any "rasa" dalam hati. "rasa" yang you betul-betul nak that straight A's.
there's some day i will feel really motivated to do my homework and study. but the good day also came with bad day. sometimes my mood will takde langsung nak hadap homework yang berlambak. then, bertangguh-tangguhlah jadinya :) naik meluat tengok homework yang bertangguh tu ☝☺
but then again, i realized that it all started to be bad when i am too focus with my phone. as for me, sometimes your phone can be really toxic and ruin your mood for the whole day. it can easily interrupt you from doing your homework tahu tak. even when you say to yourself, "just a minute, i will continue the homework later." then, BOOM. habis semua homework kau tak siap.
benci kan benda tu?
don't worry, you're not alone :)
and when you are in mood to settle your homework, and dah siap, you will feel soooo happy like semua halangan depan kau dah takde. bersih suci dan murni. then when you come to school the next day, and your friend asked you about the homework you've done, and kebetulan pulak kawan kau tu tak siap, kau akan rasa bersalah gila nak cakap kau dah siap sebab kau tak pernah-pernah siap homework ☝☺ sumpah rasa cam bersalah sebab takut ter-riak :) but if tak siap, nanti benci diri sendiri.
so, it's so complicated ye anak-anak ☝☺ i donno la what to say.
but one thing for sure, it is all about ourselves. if you want to finish your homework, then finish it. don't be like others that procrastinate it just because the due date is lambat lagi. by hook or by crook, we, as a student need to finish our homework although we busy or not.
i remember my Chemist teacher once said, "berani ye kamu tak siap homework." to all my classmates.
that word "berani ye" tu, really hit me hard tahu tak. sumpah sentap gila :") from that precious time, i will remember that significant word whenever i feel not to finish my homework hewhew.
but, you know what, all things will be okay and just follow the flow when we have a strong determination towards our goals. we need to set a realistic and specific goal. the goal that we love and betul-betul ikhlas nak capai. we cannot just say "i want straight A's" and dah tu je. without any "rasa" dalam hati. "rasa" yang you betul-betul nak that straight A's.
as for me, if you want to get straight A's in SPM, you need to set what kind of result that you want for the exams before the SPM itself. so that you can actually see your improvements. ahh, i know that i tak layak nak cakap benda ni. but this is just my opinion. banyak lagi opinion dari orang lain. so don't blame me if i'm wrong please 👉👈
so yah. that's it.
even though we are busy with studying, don't forget to appreciate ourselves. enjoy the journey, the moment. ignore things that make you feel bad about yourself. set a strong goal and work for it. don't get interrupt with things that does not important to your life. everyone can achieve success, dengan syarat, USAHA.
so, don't be sad. semua orang boleh. don't compare yourself with others yang lebih dari you. if you want to compare, don't feel bad about yourself but instead, be like them. kita masih dalam awal bulan, jadi masih sempat untuk restart everything. please, don't feel bad about yourself. everyone have their own uniqueness. so appreciate them. stay positive okay ;)
and the last thing i want to say is, don't show your 'kerajinan' to people. i didn't mean kerajinan yang betul-betul rajin, what i mean is 'kerajinan' yang jarang-jarang datang pastu nak tunjuk kat orang. you get what i mean? alaaa i don't know how to explaiiinn 😩
it is not something bad pun, but for me itself, when you show it, you will tend to jadi lebih malas. i don't know for other people, but for me, i think we should just keep quiet. work hard in silence, and let the success be your noise.
as my inspiration once said, "stay personal, silence is golden."
good luck to all my '03 mates for SPM 2020! 💛
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goodluck too dear..everything will be fine if you have a strong mindset
ReplyDeletethank you ♡
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